Probably one of the most honest, raw posts I’ll ever be writing.. and I literally don’t even have a plan. I’m just writing whats on my mind.. because right now I’m feeling pretty demotivated and a little bit poopy if I’m honest.
I just feel as though my blog isn’t going where I want it to .. I’m pretty unsure whether I want to write about beauty, clothes or just lifestyle rambles… or all of them? I’ve always wanted my blog to focus on fashion … but I just can’t find the time/pretty backgrounds to take my pictures against. Maybe I could give flat lay fashion photos a go?
Another thing that I’ve really struggled with these past few weeks even though I’ve not wanted to admit to it is comparing myself to other bloggers. Gah. I said it. I think.. in fact I’m pretty sure that every blogger goes through this at least once? I always said to myself that I would never let that happen and would tweet about it all the time .. but you know when it just sometimes gets to you? Don’t get me wrong.. I am so so happy and proud about all the amazing opportunities all my blogging girlies get, and the beautiful images they take… but sometimes I can’t help but compare my own blog to that. I’m sure I’m just going through a shitty phase and it will pass .. but I feel like writing about it makes me feel better?
I’m sure you can tell by the amount of question marks in this post that I feel pretty unsure about where my blog is heading. Don’t get me wrong.. I frickin’ love my blog (and YT channel for that matter), but I think I’m just going through a tough phase where I’m just not motivated or inspired.
I ALWAYS try my hardest to remain as positive as possible, both on my blog & social media .. but I’m only human (after all..wow Rag & Bone just came in my head, LOL)… so sometimes I feel shit. I’m sure it’ll pass… I’m sure I’ll have a massive binge of Pinterest & my mind will go crazy with post ideas … but right now, I’m a little bit stuck. I guess you could say I have Bloggers Block (is that what it’s called?!).
I love you all so much. Thanks for putting up with me and my blog… and send some motivation my way girls… I could do with it :). Basically… this post was what’s been in my mind for a few weeks or so… no matter how hard I tried to pretend the new year had me excited to blog, it just didn’t…. not how I’d hoped. It’ll come to me soon guys… I think I just need a bit of time/some amazing inspiration to hit me.